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Thursday, 2 August 2018

Surviving casualty department 1

It had been a long time since I last updated my blog because I had been posted in casualty department for the past 16 days. I was so worried before attending the posting. Now, after leaving that department and resuming my ward work, I miss those 16 days crazily, I miss my co-interns there, I miss the nurses there, I miss those 12 hours. Casualty posting timing was fixed, it was 8 to 8, so there would be day duty and night duty. However due to odd number of group members, I decided to choose do all day duties, I would not have any night duty.

16.07.18
The first day of being in casualty is just SCARY and BUSY!

The patients came like a swamp of bees, never ending.

Early in the morning a destitute was pushed in a trolley with multiple stab injuries. The face was broken into three pieces and there was an injury on the neck which somehow acted like a tracheostomy and she breathed through that hole.  OMFS, anaesthesiologist, and surgery specialist were called over to casualty department. However, she died even after CPR was done to retrieve her.

And then there was a suicide case. The patient tried to hang himself but he was brought to casualty. He was so emotionally unstable that he kept moving his limbs aggressively, making incomprehensible sound loudly. About 10 people including doctors, sisters, workers had to hold him in place, trying to tie him on the bed. And yet he still struggled to free himself. After sedatives was given, only he calmed down.

There was also a hepatic encephalopathy case, known case of alcoholic. The patient was brought in a confusion and drowsy state. He would not answer anything, kept sleeping. According to the bystander, his sleep cycles was altered before this. On examination, his abdomen was massively distended with prominent dilated veins. It was hard to make out whether there was hepatomegaly or splenomegaly as massive ascites was present. Gynaecomastia was observed, however spider naevi was not seen. When he woke up, he was so much disoriented that he started peeing and passing stool on the bed.  

And those weird cases still going on...my jobs kept going on...checking the vitals, initital examination of the patient, withdrawing blood to send for investigation, suturing those wounds especially scalp injuries, cleaning and dressing, and sending off those who came to emergency just for mere fever since 1 or 2 days. 

I had never sit down for more than 30mins for 13 hrs. Exhausted and drenched in sweat, I cried my heart out after reaching home. It was mentally challenged to work in casualty department, and I was still learning. 

And a word of advice here: people, please don’t go to emergency or casualty just for cough and cold, fever for 2 or 3 days, or stomach pain. If it is ok to wait for the next day morning opd, don’t go to emergency and make the situation worse. Doctors and medical workers have to give priority to those whose life is on stake. If you have backache for the past two weeks, please go to the hospital earlier before the opd closes, I am sure if u have been bearing the pain for 2 weeks, one more day won’t make any difference.


We drew when there was no patient.

Wednesday, 30 May 2018

印度的4.5年 (一)终于踏上这片称为印度的土地

 “  我感谢五年前的自己,为了成为一名医生梦想,不顾旁人的言语,选择到印度学医,勇敢地离开了家,离开了父母的呵护,踏上这片土地,才造就了今天的我。”

    那一年,我和一群朋友,每人带着三十公斤的大行李,乘坐长达四小时的马航航班,从吉隆玻国际机场,抵达印度Bengaluru Airport,在机场等了一夜,大家心情起伏不定,无法入眠。是紧张?还是期待?或是更多的害怕?我们都是第一次离家这么远,飞过孟加拉湾到一个人生地不熟,语言不通的国家生活,心里都不知道下一次回家,会是何时?半年后?一年后?当时我心中想起了妈妈说的话:这是你自己选的路,无论如何一定要走完。对呀,只好往好的方面想。印度也没这么糟吧?Bengaluru Airport 还是很不错,有空调,也很干净。
Bengaluru Aiport

Bengaluru Airport 看着还不错!
     第二天一早,我们又乘搭Jetairways,到印度西南部的一个小城市 Mangalore,这也是接着五年半生活的地方。当时,我只有倦意,好想睡觉。从Bengaluru Airport 飞到Mangalore 需要大约一小时。
这就是当时乘搭的内陆飞机。

从高空俯瞰Mangalore City。
     抵达了Mangalore 机场,我们还得乘坐大学准备的巴士(也就是马来西亚没空调的上学巴士),经过40分钟的路程,抵达第一学年学生的宿舍。Mangalore 机场在山顶,所以我们得经过黄泥路,才抵达市区,当天我告诉我的朋友:“I give zero expectation before I come, and this place gives me negative outcome, it is lower than zero.”当时,看到一路的情景,我好想家,好想马来西亚。
     其实,这里真的没有那么糟,但当时只有20岁的我,思想还是那么单纯幼稚,所以心中只有沮丧。
第一学年的学院及宿舍与主要学院分隔两地,原因是要避免学长霸凌学弟学妹的现象发生。

一房二人的宿舍,拥有独立的厕所及空调,每天有人来打扫,我记得当时一人每个月必须交上大约马币600令吉,包括一日五餐。
宿舍底楼的食堂,准备素食食物,每天都得回到宿舍享用三餐。
早餐。

午餐/晚餐。


芒果季节时,能额外付费喝新鲜的芒果汁。

下午茶。


市中心

市中心的商场。

第一学年的学院对面有一座小型商场,趁着还没开学,我们到商场的小型戏院看戏。

在印度看戏可是有中场休息哦!
     我感谢五年前的自己,为了成为一名医生梦想,不顾旁人的言语,选择到印度学医,勇敢地离开了家,离开了父母的呵护,踏上这片土地,才造就了今天的我。
我想对五年前的自己说:“你真的很棒,你真的很勇敢!相信我,一切都会变好的!一切努力是值得的。印度,是你人生的转折点。”

我和雅典娜女神有个约(一)

“  以前,你们牵着我去旅行;这次,换我带你们看世界。”      每一次看见希腊的照片都觉得很漂亮,便会想着如果住在照片里,会是什么感受?但以现在的状况,从来不曾想过去那儿,从觉得旅费会很高,而且希腊不像中欧的巴黎、或是东欧的波兰,若时间够长,能够体验附近几个国家,希腊就是...